Anyway... WHY is that? If you read all the happy ending of any story, they always start off with some major PROBLEM. Well I guess they have to, to make a good story but doesn't that just make it seem that even though a relationship isn't perfect now, that there is a POSSIBILITY of a happy ending somewhere down the line? I do wonder sometimes what we actually do want from a relationship. Do we want to be happy? Do we want to make the other person happy? Do we actually want to spend the rest of our lives together?

I never thought I'd have a happy ending and so far in my 16 years, I haven't. I may sound like a pessimist (that's just today) but I found that I have expectations that are way above any ascertainable, achievable level... :L BIG words yes. So does cloud our judgement in making us think that, "Oh right now we aren't perfect. But I know we ARE perfect for each other if only we wait until our happy ending comes along." I really do think that in a relationship that is our first thought when things go wrong. They aren't, "There's something wrong, we should talk about it."; it always seems to be, "There's nothing to worry about, it'll be fine"...

This has been a load of rambling so I'll stop and continue watching my Barbie Movie, oh and well originally that text at the top, was going to be a song but I just can't really be bothered finishing it... I might add more to it but feel free to plagarise.

yeargh, didn't make much sense or in a good tune.

Did I mention my Barney yarney boy is back for a while?